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Sedona, Arizona, United States
~Adventure Seeker ~ Animal Lover ~ Lifetime Learner ~ Battling Lyme ~ Contact: emily.sukiennik@me.com

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

the uncomfortable survey

THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY
(Lets see if you can get through it. If not, then you're too scared about your past.)

-Longest relationship: a year and four months
-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they love you?: five
-How many of them meant it when they said they loved you? two
-Have you ever thought you were going to marry the person you were with?: yes
-Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? definitely
-Have you ever made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? yes
-Are you happier single or in a relationship? it depends
-Have you ever been cheated on? not that i am aware of
-Have you ever had your heart broken? i'm going to go with a hell YES
-Have you ever broken someone's heart? i think i have
-Talk to any of your ex's? on occasion
-Think any of your ex's still feel the same way they did about you when you were dating? don't think so
-Do you think you are a good boyfriend/girlfriend? i try my darndest
-Ever dated someone that wasn't good to you? a few times, yes.
-Have you dated someone older than you? yes
-Dated someone younger than you? yes but only by a year :)
-Do you regret anything that you have or haven't done with a boyfriend/girlfriend? of course i have regrets, but i try not to let them hinder my life
-Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? absolutely
-Believe in love at first sight? no, i believe in lust at first sight, or a familiar feeling. but not love.
-Ever been given an engagement ring? no
-Do you have something to say to any of your ex's? no not really
-Ever stolen someone’s boyfriend/girlfriend? yes, but that's life. i'm sure i've had a boyfriend stolen from me as well.
-Ever liked someone else's boyfriend/girlfriend? yep.
-Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds? oh yes. worst feeling besides being tattooed, or falling on your tailbone. or being hit in the nose with a soccer ball.

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: Emily
Birth Date: July 23rd
Current Location: El Cerrito CA
Hair Color: very dark brown
Righty/Lefty: righty

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fears: not finding what it is that i am meant to find in life, being lonely, losing someone i love
Your dream of the perfect date: there are many perfect date scenerios
Goal you'd like to achieve: i'd like to feel content with just me, no material posessions, nobody else, just me.
Your best friend: Jenelle Prince

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: my throat hurts too kristen!
Your best physical feature: i like my eyes
Your bed time: whenever i'm tired, usually 11 or 12
Your most missed memory: first year as a camp counselor (2005)

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: COKE
McDonald's or Burger King: neither i like wendys :)
Single or Group Dates: single dates
Adidas or Nike: adidas because i used to wear the sambas all the time
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate everything, except for lattes. i like vanilla lattes.
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino please.

LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Cuss: yes
Take showers: of course
Have a crush: yes :)
Like school: yes but i'm over it for now
Believe in yourself: i do
Believe what goes around comes around: with all my heart
Believe everything happens for a reason: yes, i believe that.
Think you're a health freak: yeah in a way.

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: no
Been on stage: if you count slacklining in front of tons of people then yes
Eaten sushi: ew no
Been hurt: yes
Dyed your hair: nope

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
Played a stripping game: haha yes
Kissed the same sex: yeah
Got beaten up: i've been hit
Changed who you were to fit in: no, or at least i've tried not to do that

LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.
Age you're hoping to be married by: i don't believe in marriage
Number of kids you're planning on having: who knows!

LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: blue
Best hair color: dark brown
Short or long hair: long-ish
Fat or fit: fit
Looks or personality: personality is more important but looks don't hurt
Fun or serious: FUN

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 MINUTE AGO: answering the phone
1 HOUR AGO: sitting at the front desk
1 WEEK AGO: missing someone
1 YEAR AGO: working at a doggie place.

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I FEEL: content
I HATE: being sick
I HIDE: my anxiety
I NEED: the sunshine
I LOVE: my dog
I WANT: to reach my goal of walking the spire this summer